Hii :D
havent updated like in 937462374265years, im sorry. the plan was to update every week because i was on roaccutane. Ive been using roa for about 7 months now and theres one month left. Ill write a update soon enough about my experiences with roa in these 7 months. I have to say im surprised how it turned out.

today's post is about this wholesale site i ordered from. last sunday i put an order on wholesale-dress.net. i didnt order much because i wanted to check on quality first. this is what i ordered:

Knit Hoodie Pocket Scarf Black


Korea/Japan Girl Fashionable Checked Cotton Baby Doll Dress


Front Pockets Long Sleeve Coat Blue


White Leopard Grain Strap Dress




Black PU Leather Fashion Lady Tote Bag


Korean Simple Bow-tie Silver Ring


Sweet Bowknot Alloy Girls’ Eardrop


the shipping fees on this site are expensive x.x but oh well its still fairly cheap in overall. it took them only 1-2 days to prepare the order, quite fast. I put the order on 31 january and on 2 february fedex already picked it up. on the tracking status it even said it will arrive on 4 february o.o IF theres no delay, but since dutch customs are a pain in the ass i think there will be a delay. but surprise me xD
when my stuff arrived ill do a review about it.
ill update soon<3



i had to update like 5 days ago but i was verryyy busy with school stuff x.x so i kinda forgot about it xD
but for this week again not much improvement, but i didnt have a new spot for like a week already. I guess u can call this an improvement?
another thing my skin is like smooth in the morning when i wash my face. I guess its because i dont have any pimples and such anymore. I do still have red spots and i hope they'll dissappear soon. ah well, at least its starting to get better. im happy i started with roaccutane despite the many side effects.
my lips were like veryy very dry this week. it even split.. so painful.
but ah well.. i hope my skin will be clean soon :3

and ah yesterday was my bday :D
i turned 20.. so old :(
forever '-ty' now, no more '-teen'xD
my bday gifts were big this year x]

i hope i'll get my school stuff done very soon, so i can have a peace of mind when i go on vacation



not much change this week..
the big spot is still there, although its a bit smaller now
the thing thats really annoying me right now are the blackheads on my nose T__T i swear they are soooo visible
like i said last week they are being pushed and ugh its soo ugly and dirty to look at :( but im trying to not let it bother me.. im trying really really hard haha
2days ago i had my monthly derma appointment and i had to do a bloodtest again. he said my blood was all good and so he raised my dosage from 20mg to 40mg. he said the higher the dosage the more effect it has. but it will also have more side effects x.x ah well i can have that. i also got this cream for my dry skin if its gettin unbearable.
i hope it will take a good turn soon :3 the time seems to go very slow
im almost done with my tests and then i have 2weeks for my project and then im done with school x]
cant wait for my vacation to china! but my skin will have to be better by then xD
till next week ♥



3rd week of roa and its.. GETTING WORSE T__T
like 4days ago i got this HUGE breakout and its still hasnt gone away :( mayb its because i changed from the nameless roa to the original one by roche?
and the bleackheads on my nose are very clearly seen now x.x its as if they are being pushed so its really bad looking.
i hope it dissapears soon :( in 3 days i have my derma appointment and ima gonna ask if i can clean my nose with some scrubcream. ugh i hope i dont have to wait for 2months for it to get better. starting 6 July i have to work fulltime in a restaurant. dont want to scare off customers now do we xD
ill update again. hope its better next week.



sup sup, 2nd week of roa just ended. 4 days ago my skin started to get dry and so did my lips. it was quite annoying T__T my lips i mean. so i bought this vaseline for lips and i have to put it on every hour. such a pain, but ah well.. it helps haha. the good news is that my skin is starting to get better :3 2 friends said its clearing up and yesterday my mom also said its getting better. but i guess it got its ups and downs because today i got a few new spots T__T its like those spots come and go. i mean at the start of the day i have a few spots and at night they are practically gone, but then the next day there are new ones >.> but no complaining, at least its getting better :3 normally those spots need 1 week to dissapear and now its just a day xD
soo i think the period when the skin gets worse is already history :D or so i hope. i read somewhere that some peeps had to wait like 1-2 months for some improvement. it took me 1.5week. but i shouldnt get my hopes too high haha, mayb it will get worser next week? bleh please dont ._. ah well time will tell xD
ill update again next week. ♥



hais ♥ i havent updated in 348642 years xD ive been real busy and so i kinda forgot about it.
starting today ill be posting every week because im starting this roaccutane cure for my skin. supposedly this medicine is very strong with many side effects. every medicine has side effects, but when u see this one ull be like: wtf o.o
but on the other side its very effective and so im going to try it. its been exactly 7 days now and i dont see any improvement. it has even gotten worse x_x i had some breakouts on my chin and cheeks, but supposedly this is normal. it will get worse the first few weeks and then it will improve. well i hope so xD
i just read about someone else's experience and her skin was soooo much worser than mines and she took the medicine for 6months. i hope it will take about 4months for me xD 
the 'only' thing this medicine does is to stop the whole oil production on your skin and so it will become very dry. the lips will become very dry too and if you're not carefull it can split o.o ouch
so far i dont have dry lips yet and my skin isnt very dry yet. but yeah its been only a week. gotta buy some cream for my lips next week. for some reason i feel like as if the time is going very slow xD
cant wait till the results of next week :3

enough about the roa :3 ill tell u what ive done for the past few months.
nothing much really xD ive been busy with my studies and i kinda lost my social life from feb till may woah o.o i just logged on msn for the first time a few weeks ago xp
but in 2 weeks im having my tests and after that i can relax a bit more. 
again i havent gone out for eh 4months? but ah well, im not too sad about it, cause it will diverse my concentration on my studies. ill wait another month haha

ill be updating next week about the results of the roa



a new week started :D 2 more weeks and vacation<3 omg^-^ i think mum is going to china soon because she bought some things to take with her. YES XD that means going out for me =p cant wait to have some fun and relax.
ive been watching some taiwanese series xD and omg it makes me soooo envy the girls in it for having such a great lovelife ._.
unlike me, being lonely and all whauahaha XD ah well it's not like i have the time for it since im busy with school now, but.. something new to lighten up my boring life would be nice =p
ah well.. time will tell :3 i think xD
whats more important now is to get in EUR and move to rotterdam/denhaag and get out of this unknown small place x]
<3