i had to update like 5 days ago but i was verryyy busy with school stuff x.x so i kinda forgot about it xD
but for this week again not much improvement, but i didnt have a new spot for like a week already. I guess u can call this an improvement?
another thing my skin is like smooth in the morning when i wash my face. I guess its because i dont have any pimples and such anymore. I do still have red spots and i hope they'll dissappear soon. ah well, at least its starting to get better. im happy i started with roaccutane despite the many side effects.
my lips were like veryy very dry this week. it even split.. so painful.
but ah well.. i hope my skin will be clean soon :3

and ah yesterday was my bday :D
i turned 20.. so old :(
forever '-ty' now, no more '-teen'xD
my bday gifts were big this year x]

i hope i'll get my school stuff done very soon, so i can have a peace of mind when i go on vacation



not much change this week..
the big spot is still there, although its a bit smaller now
the thing thats really annoying me right now are the blackheads on my nose T__T i swear they are soooo visible
like i said last week they are being pushed and ugh its soo ugly and dirty to look at :( but im trying to not let it bother me.. im trying really really hard haha
2days ago i had my monthly derma appointment and i had to do a bloodtest again. he said my blood was all good and so he raised my dosage from 20mg to 40mg. he said the higher the dosage the more effect it has. but it will also have more side effects x.x ah well i can have that. i also got this cream for my dry skin if its gettin unbearable.
i hope it will take a good turn soon :3 the time seems to go very slow
im almost done with my tests and then i have 2weeks for my project and then im done with school x]
cant wait for my vacation to china! but my skin will have to be better by then xD
till next week ♥



3rd week of roa and its.. GETTING WORSE T__T
like 4days ago i got this HUGE breakout and its still hasnt gone away :( mayb its because i changed from the nameless roa to the original one by roche?
and the bleackheads on my nose are very clearly seen now x.x its as if they are being pushed so its really bad looking.
i hope it dissapears soon :( in 3 days i have my derma appointment and ima gonna ask if i can clean my nose with some scrubcream. ugh i hope i dont have to wait for 2months for it to get better. starting 6 July i have to work fulltime in a restaurant. dont want to scare off customers now do we xD
ill update again. hope its better next week.



sup sup, 2nd week of roa just ended. 4 days ago my skin started to get dry and so did my lips. it was quite annoying T__T my lips i mean. so i bought this vaseline for lips and i have to put it on every hour. such a pain, but ah well.. it helps haha. the good news is that my skin is starting to get better :3 2 friends said its clearing up and yesterday my mom also said its getting better. but i guess it got its ups and downs because today i got a few new spots T__T its like those spots come and go. i mean at the start of the day i have a few spots and at night they are practically gone, but then the next day there are new ones >.> but no complaining, at least its getting better :3 normally those spots need 1 week to dissapear and now its just a day xD
soo i think the period when the skin gets worse is already history :D or so i hope. i read somewhere that some peeps had to wait like 1-2 months for some improvement. it took me 1.5week. but i shouldnt get my hopes too high haha, mayb it will get worser next week? bleh please dont ._. ah well time will tell xD
ill update again next week. ♥